Later year that is last we married an other woman. She actually is beyond amazing, and much more than i really could have dreamt up whenever considering my ideal lover.
Through the outside, it appears wonderful we now have simply brought away first house together, weвЂ™ve began to make intends to expand our house and each we celebrate pride together, rainbows and glitter july. It appears to be such as the perfect lesbian marriage. Because I donвЂ™t identify as a lesbian except itвЂ™s not. We have been and dated in deep love with both women and men. Once I first arrived on the scene as bisexual, I happened to be confronted with much more discrimination and biphobia that we expected. The вЂstraightвЂ™ community thought it absolutely was only a stage, plus some inside the вЂgayвЂ™ community declined up to now me personally. Around me, those who identify as heterosexual announced that I happened to be вЂbeing greedyвЂ™ and simply hadnвЂ™t met just the right guy yet. We had been told more times than I’m able to count that I happened to be promiscuous or that We simply had beennвЂ™t prepared to acknowledge that I happened to be a lesbian at this time, or that We nevertheless desired the chance to вЂpassвЂ™ as straight. There have been individuals who identify as LGBTQ that told me that I happened to be simply confused and that IвЂ™d see that вЂthe lawn is greener on the other handвЂ™ quickly enough.
I want to just dispell a couple of things we promiscuous [some people might be, but people that exist in all corners of society] for you; bisexual+ people arenвЂ™t вЂgreedyвЂ™ and nor are. IвЂ™m additionally maybe maybe not вЂconfusedвЂ™ in reality, i am aware myself therefore well that We have attraction and romantic interest to all people, regardless of their gender that I can identify. IвЂ™m additionally not transphobic, that has additionally been approaching in conversations around bisexuality for me personally, my bisexuality simply ensures original site that i will be interested in one or more gender. We find love and connection when you look at the hearts and minds of men and women in the place of their sex identification.
Whenever Kasey proposed wedding, and we stated yes, there have been individuals during my life that made feedback regarding how I experienced finally made a вЂchoice,вЂ™ and there have been individuals in my own life that thought which our relationship had been a marriage that is open because I identify as bisexual.
Through the exterior, it felt just as if my identification as bisexual ended up being totally erased. Evidently, with a people that I was no longer a bisexual around me, I had graduated to gay which meant.
Disclosing my sexuality is not a thing that we frequently do, it really isnвЂ™t always something which appears in discussion. But, element of my heart breaks that my sex will not be questioned. The battle for acceptance with my children, buddies and within queer areas to possess my identification as bisexual comprehended seemingly have simply amounted to absolutely nothing. We married a female, but my sex hasnвЂ™t changed. IвЂ™m offended when individuals label my marriage as a вЂlesbian relationship,вЂ™ but sometimes the discussion to improve them just is not well well worth the problem. It’s a relationship with two females, definitely, but We donвЂ™t recognize with being in a вЂlesbian relationship.вЂ™ My silence has a visible impact on my psychological state, and possesses an impression in the psychological state of other people in my community; because my silence plays a part in the bi erasure this is certainly therefore typical within LGBTQ+ areas, and also the community that is general.
My silence causes it to be harder for other bisexual individuals [and those who identify away from solely heterosexual or that is homosexual feel represented within culture plus it helps make the battle towards acceptance exactly that little bit harder. My silence additionally helps it be exactly that bit that is little for my bisexual friends and family to talk up about their very own tale and their individual experience. IвЂ™m proud to be always a bisexual girl, cheerfully hitched to some other woman and youвЂ™ll find me personally inside my regional pride activities waving that pink, lavender, and blue flag; pleased with just who i will be.